Month: June 2020
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June 25th 2020
I’m not sure this qualifies as depression because at the core of this feeling I’m not particularly sad. Overall I’m overwhelmed like I’m drowning in what I’ve got to do and what the world expects from me. By now I’ve realized I’m a bit different and blessed to have a supportive system that understands that…
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Traveler
The longest road I’ve taken so far is learning my heart is not tied to home A journey that will take me to beautiful places and many miles I may roam The ancient roots of the wandering soul has been awakened I can’t fight it -the desire inside -no matter how much I try to…
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The Absorber
The way you pretend to tune out the world and act like you dont care Some would wonder if you’re even there But I laugh at the notion that nobody has seen past that mask you wear so well Fronting like you’re not dying inside and life is swell You know I see it in…
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She Fell In Love
She fell in love with the simple things of life She fell in love with a child’s laughter through strife She fell in love with the smell of the seasons She fell in love without hesitation only once without reasons She fell in love with the skylight as it transcended She fell in love with…
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Don’t Talk About It
Heres a cheer to the millions of things they’d never be able to say out loud because words never were their best friends So little love notes they’d tack to each other’s hearts like moms who tucked post its carefully into lunch boxes They’ve been tattooing x’s and o’s unconsciously into their veins because every…
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Something Is Coming
The prickling knowledge that erupts from your toes to your nose Making the anxiety build on your chest like a corset tied to look your best Fingers tapping rhythmically in a song that you’ve known the lyrics to all along Sweat beading in droplets among your neck because what if it’s all a wreck You…
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Something Is Coming
The prickling knowledge that erupts from your toes to your nose Making the anxiety build on your chest like a corset tied to look your best Fingers tapping rhythmically in a song that you’ve known the lyrics to all along Sweat beading in droplets among your neck because what if it’s all a wreck You…
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BLOOD ROSE: Epilogue
Chapter fifteen: So here we are yet again in this quiet room together, with only this deck of cards between us. Tell me, can you see my face yet? I know the haze over your eyes may still be a bit thick but you’ll see me soon enough. So, you’ve been on quite a…
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If I hadn’t fallen in love
If I hadn’t fallen in love: 1. Helena of Troy would have seemed like a hopeless romantic waiting for her king to come home 2. I’d still think family was something you saw on tv and not handmade from passionate sweat and endless tears 3. A smile from even the friendliest of faces would still…
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Trying To Sleep
I want to sleep I feel your hands still around me So I can’t seem to feel comfortable Because it’s a ghost haunting me I want to escape I remember our sweet whispers So I play music to drown it out Your voice still the only lyrics I hear I want to be mad at…
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Late night Lo-Fi
All she wanted to know was where did the time go Since when did silver linings come with a catch How does he tell her he loves her as the world ends Because she said she hated things like happily ever after Because she believed she wasn’t worth even an after So she spent her…
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BLOOD ROSE: Chapter Fourteen~A Way Out
Before I start this chapter I’d like to thank my family and friends and all of those who have been there supporting me to complete Blood Rose and inspire a world of stories to tell. This journey is far from over. ~Stay Everlasting 010101000000111111010101 Closure is such a beautiful thing. Not because it helps to…
The Journey 