Tag: anxiety
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Apple cider
Mornings starting like clockwork with a groggy feeling and incohesive thoughts If I was to put them down they’d resemble something like ink blots As coffee laced with sugar tickles my dopamine receptors into full gear I’m finding myself questioning what are we all even doing here Stress and anxiety crippling my desire to create…
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letter from -D-aughter
Dont think I’ve forgotten The long lost begotten Children of old listening To hear from the glistening Light from the dark place That we now face Because divinity has a plan Where the chosen ones must say I can As they face evils of massive proportions Because children are the greatest extortions So we gather…
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Reflection of UGLY
Do you ever look back on your own actions and think woah my ego was over inflated? Because I find myself looking back and thinking how many apologies are thoroughly belated Though to always apologize leaves no room to sit and reflect on the darker sides of things Deeper then hurt the mirror is looking…
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Falling in Love With Anxiety
There is a certain nervous awkward laugh that comes as a true tell tale sign A shaky tendency that ruptures the internal dam between thoughts and actions A particular glance that is like a bee constantly moving taking in a bit of everything Stumbling over words because their tongue isn’t skilled in the hurdles of…
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Breathing
In….1,2,3 Out…..1,2,3 I find myself having to constantly remind my body to complete this simple function. As anxiety creeps it’s ugly head around the darkest recesses of my mind, blocking out the light. Suddenly this task is something I find myself bribing my body to do. Sometimes I’d prefer to stop and let the pain…
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Something Is Coming
The prickling knowledge that erupts from your toes to your nose Making the anxiety build on your chest like a corset tied to look your best Fingers tapping rhythmically in a song that you’ve known the lyrics to all along Sweat beading in droplets among your neck because what if it’s all a wreck You…
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Something Is Coming
The prickling knowledge that erupts from your toes to your nose Making the anxiety build on your chest like a corset tied to look your best Fingers tapping rhythmically in a song that you’ve known the lyrics to all along Sweat beading in droplets among your neck because what if it’s all a wreck You…
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BLOOD ROSE: Chapter Fourteen~A Way Out
Before I start this chapter I’d like to thank my family and friends and all of those who have been there supporting me to complete Blood Rose and inspire a world of stories to tell. This journey is far from over. ~Stay Everlasting 010101000000111111010101 Closure is such a beautiful thing. Not because it helps to…
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BLOOD ROSE: Chapter Thirteen ~Darkness
Strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is strength. -Arnold Schwarzenegger It was so cold here lately. Is this what death feels like? No this is a different coldness. “You’re a man! There is no need for you to be…
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BLOOD ROSE: Chapter Twelve~ An Unexpected Ally
Non-violence leads to the highest ethics, which is the goal of all evolution. Until we stop harming all other living beings, we are all still savages. -Thomas A. Edison “Hey are you ok?” Jarren asked to the very pale princess. Maybe I can save him! After all I’m the future queen right? Persephone thought of…
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BLOOD ROSE: Chapter Nine~ Secrets
Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway. -John Wayne They wandered deep into the forest which didn’t take long. The forest grew dark and dense with twigs that would pull strands of Persephone’s hair and clothes, she was having a hard time keeping pace with Harbrum who moved with ease through a…
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BLOOD ROSE: Chapter Eight ~Distance
People don’t always need advice. Sometimes all they really need is a hand to hold, an ear to listen to, and a heart to understand them. –Zig Ziglar Coldsweats. Such a disgusting feeling. Persephone awoke on the back of the cattallama; a strong pulse under her ear was enough to pull her to complete consiousness.…
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Crossroads
Broken roads with bent road signs All the little things left behind From a broken heart A shattered dream Or so it may seem Let’s take a journey To pave a way A way into another day Where it goes beyond the mundane Mental illness that drives you insane Breathing still Silence Whispering thoughts into…
The Journey 