Tag: pain
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A Serenade for the Ghost of a Lover Boi
Words go through my fingertips to a keyboard hoping to leave reminants for you to remember me by Because one day I’ll join you in the nethers of the realm of ghosts and I don’t want you to cry We have no photos to remember our times together just still frames in our memory banks…
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Dont Think I’ve Forgotten
Faces are numerous and you see them all the time Moving out of fear mastering the art of pantomime Because nothing screams more of danger Then being near the arms of a stranger Yet we dance like leaves in the wind brushing by Praying a pass through won’t make us cry Though some leaves just…
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Something About Love
I gotta say I’m confused as to what love is. This goes beyond romance to the biggest and smallest aspects of ourselves. What does it mean to love someone? Does loving someone mean accepting that you’ll also be hurt by them? Because oftentimes expectations outweight reality even if our intention was no expectations at all.…
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Leftover pebbles
You know I think I finally see The point of you and me It was never meant to be So it’ll stay a fantasy
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Over it
Bojack Horseman once said something along the lines of everybody loves you but nobody likes you I didn’t get it at first walking around with the lines rattling around the back of my mind Then one day I looked over my own life and discovered a horrible sight of narcissism Realizing the victim mentality hung…
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Reflection of UGLY
Do you ever look back on your own actions and think woah my ego was over inflated? Because I find myself looking back and thinking how many apologies are thoroughly belated Though to always apologize leaves no room to sit and reflect on the darker sides of things Deeper then hurt the mirror is looking…
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Him
Do you realize how you worked your way through the tender parts of my heart Maybe this is payback for the times I tore others when I was falling apart Thinking you wanted me to stay so you wouldn’t have to be all alone Not realizing all I was to you was another midnight moan…
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Writer’s Block
Pen to paper doesn’t seem to work like it use to Because even though I sit in a pew I don’t feel holy I see every folly and scar and some days I hear ugly Sending pin cracks across my glee till it’s fragile Afraid, because I’m not always agile, I’ll break it Faking a…
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About Your Grandpa…
This is for anyone experiencing loss of someone they love. But in particular this is for a person I wish I’d been able to tell this to when they needed to hear it. I never meant to laugh, but death honestly makes me uncomfortable and I wish I could have put your pain at more…
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The Bucket List Kiss
I watched the Bucket List and the first thing I put was to kiss him You and I met once upon a time in a land not so far away And needless to say I fell head over heels for my first pretty boy Now I don’t mean to sound coy but you made me…
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Contradictory Voices Of The Lovesick Mind
Love like you’re gonna die tomorrow! Though I’m ever so terrified of sorrow… But what if it hurts me and I live with the pain? So what if it hurts you smile and cry in the rain! They are everything I’ve ever wanted! But their memory could leave me haunted… Be the check mark in…
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Familiar Face In A Stranger
“Why do you keep looking at me like I ruined your childhood?” my coworker, asked me. “I don’t know. I’m sorry. Maybe that’s just my face.” I mumbled from behind my mask. I tried to avoid eye contact with him for the rest of the day but deep down my heart hurt. I couldn’t help…
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The Journey of a Wild Woman
She needs a foothold because shes falling so fast on impaction she’ll crack Walking through memories wondering when happy is coming back She knows life isn’t terrible but shes stuck seeing what’s at a lack She’ll carry all those scars deep inside her bag of dreams, a sacral sack
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Eeyore Girl
We’ve been here a few times before All the times I shut your open door I know you’re here I feel it at my core I want love that wont leave me sore I know there has to be more to it then lore I’m tired of being just an Eeyore
The Journey 