You and I were like fire and ice
I came in and you tried to be oh so nice
Love was foreign to us both
So we looked at our affection like it was an uncomfortable growth
There were moments where you and I felt as warm as a summer breeze
And others where we were both crying down on our knees
I think of you still some nights when the ghosts keep me up
And I pray someone takes a moment to fill what I took from your cup
And should I have left you in pieces I pray someone finds beauty
And glues you together with gold and their initials in kanji
But should I have irreparably broken pieces that were never mine to shatter
May you find some solace in knowing that to me you’ll always matter
Cam, Caleb, Nathan, Max
More names under those tacks
I’m sorry I was broken and time I can’t take back
But
Maybe
I hurt you you hurt me because this world is full of forget me nots
We’ll carry each other in fondness even if only in our thoughts
There were times I was mad and felt like a victim
Where I’d do anything to delete you from my memory’s system
Holding onto every negative emotion
Like it was the anchor that controlled the ocean
Not only in love but with family and friends
I now see that a memory is where it all ends
So if you should find this I wanted to say
Even apart you’ll be with me always